I Already Have Everything I Need

One of the impressions I have had many times is this phrase, “I already everything I need.” The first time that phrase came to mind was probably 9 or 10 years ago when I was out jogging. I remember right where I was, jogging on the grass at Snow Park along Main St. here in Brigham City.  The idea came with power, energy, kind of hard to describe. But I felt great hope and I have never forgotten it.  However, I am still learning what it means and how to be one with it and have it be my reality.  It feels really true, these words have come back to me over and over again, and they always bring a sense of peace and hope.  As I say, “I already have everything I need to pay all my debts,” it feels really true. And yet, as I look in my bank account I have not seen it yet. So, there is something else for me to learn, or in some way for my faith to grow.

I have confidence that all things are present in the light of Christ. To God, all things are present, including the past and the future.  He can look forward and see me in a terrestrial state, or in a celestial state. He can see me with all of my debts paid here in this telestial state (that feels really true!). He can also see me as a toddler, or an eight year old, or any point in my past.  I however, am time blind. My physical vision allows me to see across a room, and I can see things that are not where I am. For instance,  I don’t have to wait until I cross the room to know there is a chair on the other side of the room, I can see it from a distance.  If a blind person enters a room for the first time, he can only experience the room as he crosses it.  To him the chair on the other side of the room does not exist until he gets to that part of the room.  However, the chair is already there even if the blind man is across the room from it and knows nothing of its existence.

Somehow that is a really important principle.  Christ can see our lives like we can see across a room.  To him it is all present. I think there is a way to take something like a chair on the other side of the room, and bring it to this side of the room.  Take a future possibility and bring it into the present, and it doesn’t have to take physical labor.

For instance when Christ turned the water into wine, what did he “do” to make that happen? The record tells us he had some servants fill up six large stone pots with water (they would have held around 20-30 gallons), and then he asked them to serve the master of the feast, and when they did it was wine.  It does not say that Christ said a prayer, or touched the water, or breathed a certain way, or did anything at all. Somehow it got to a point where it was already done. It was already wine. Somehow he took the chair on the other side of the room and brought into the present. Somehow I need to take  the future possibility of me having all my debts completely paid and bring it into the present (this could apply to many things, like health challenges, and other possibilities).  I have felt many times when considering my debts that there was another way to have them paid than what the world thinks. When we can get outside of Plato’s cave a lot of possibilities open up.

So, everything I need already exists, it is all in the room, I just have to overcome this blindness and learn how to rearrange the furniture so that anything in the room can be moved into the present. That feels really, really true! Like the Holy Ghost just put a big  “!” on that statement. I will write it again: everything I need already exists, it is all in the room, I just have to overcome this blindness and learn how to rearrange the furniture so that anything in the room can be moved into the present. 

Again the phrase is, “I already have everything I need,” as if I got what I need at some point in the past. If I want some bread, and I think I need to make some bread, but then I discover a loaf of bread in the pantry, then I don’t have to do anything to make bread, I already have it. If I already have something I don’t have to do something to get it. If I think I have to do something to get it, then I don’t believe, or I am not aware, that I already have it.  So, again using my debt as an example, I should not have to go out and do something to get what I need to pay my debts, because I already have it.  When I think (and sometimes I do) about how to get more money to pay my debts, then I am not seeing that money as present. I put a separation between me and that money, and I see it as something I have to go get, separate from me.  When I take the chair across the room and bring it into the present, it is not the same as getting a job to earn money.  Again, what did Christ do to turn the water into wine? It appears he did nothing, it is not something we do with physical effort. If I am putting physical effort into it then I don’t believe it is present, when I believe and know it is present then no physical effort is needed because it is already there! Kind of mind boggling, but I think this is really close to being right.  In the light of Christ all possibilities exist!

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I Testify of Christ

Something that has been impressed on me is the great importance of the many roles of Jesus Christ. He is our Savior and Redeemer, he is our Advocate with the Father. He is the Light and the Life of the world. He is the bread of life, and the waters of life. He is Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. Of him I bear my witness and testimony that he is The Only Begotten Son of God! His love is precious and I can’t say enough to praise and thank him for his mercy.  His Atoning sacrifice is infinite and eternal, it is sufficient to save all men that come to him.  Without him I would be nothing.  Because of him there is hope in my life, there is light in my life, there is meaning and purpose to the pain and challenges of life, and all thing are possible!  I testify that he lives! I testify that he reigns as King Of King and Lord of Lords! He is my Savior and Redeemer! I have felt of his love and know of his goodness. I invite all people to come to Christ and partake of his mercy, follow him, and live! Through him we can all be born again and truly live!

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Telestial vs Terrestial & Celestial Thinking

I was listening to an audio book with my children yesterday called “Artemis Fowl.” It is kind of a fun story about a young boy who is a criminal mastermind conning some leprechauns out of their gold. As I waking up this morning the thought went through my mind, “All telestial thinking must go.”  As I considered that idea, it occurred to me that the book we had been listening to yesterday promoted telestial thinking… as does most things on our planet.  This boy is a perfect little Korihor, prospering according to his genius, and there is never any mention or possibility of a Christ figure in this story. But I am not trying to bash this story, I think the author was very clever. But I think the Holy Spirit is telling me I need to raise the bar on what I allow into my mind.

I come back to the waking impression, “All telestial thinking must go.”  I watched a few Bible videos this morning; Christ and Peter walking on water, Christ calming the tempest, Christ healing the man born blind, and Christ feeding the 5,000. As I consider these four miracles, none of them could have happened with telestial thinking.  These were solutions from a higher way of thinking, a terrestial or celestial way of thinking.  Our telestial thinking leads us to look at the available resources, to look at the laws of nature, to look at all the data our physical senses can give us, and make a decision.  But that line of thinking would not have allowed those four miracles, and countless other miracles performed by Christ, to happen.  There is a higher, more Christ-like way of thinking that I need to line up with. And it isn’t just in problem solving, it is also how I think about my marriage, how I see other people, the priorities in my life.  Why should I entertain thoughts that are not Christ-like?

After the Second Coming of Christ and we enter into the Millennium, nothing telestial will exist.  Everything telestial will have been consumed by fire in the transition.  There will be no telestial books, telestial entertainment, telestial buildings, telestial schools, telestial business systems, telestial relationships, telestial governments, telestial thinking,  or anything. We will be in a terrestial state at that point. We will not be bound by telestial laws of nature, terrestial laws will be in place allowing us to do what would have been seen as a miracle in a telestial sphere. But if I am still clinging to my telestial stuff and my telestial thinking, I might not make the transition. I need to prepare myself as much as possible for this transition right now. Jesus Christ showed the way. Again the impression this morning was, “All telestial thinking must go.”  The Lord wouldn’t give me that impression if it wasn’t possible. I suspect I have a lot things to change than I am aware of yet, but I will at least begin to move in that direction.

If you have any thoughts on this please feel free to comment.

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Perfection In The Imperfection

I found myself reflecting on the life of Joseph in Egypt recently, and it occurred to me that there was perfection in the imperfection.  Many of his circumstances seemed imperfect very bad. His brothers sold him as a slave, Potipher’s wife tried to seduce him, he was unjustly put in prison — yet all of this was perfect to prepare him and lead him to a better place where he would be governor over all of Egypt.  So, even though other people did hurtful things, and he was punished unfairly, all of this was perfect.  He may have felt many times that there was something wrong with his circumstances, but actually there was nothing wrong with his circumstances, it just seemed that way when he couldn’t see where it was leading him. It turns out he was on the best path the whole time.  He needed to pass through those circumstances, but he wasn’t supposed to stay in those circumstances.  So, if you ever feel like there is something wrong in your circumstances, remember there is perfection in the imperfection, and things are being orchestrated for a greater good that you can’t see from where you are now.  Trust God, let go of all fear – the is NOTHING TO FEAR!  It will all work out as you move forward on your path of eternal progression. Be patient with God’s timing and trust that his love for you is so great that he will only allow adversity that can be used for greater good. (why would he allow adversity that can’t be used for good?)

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The Light And The Life Of The World

There are many scriptures that refer to Jesus Christ as the “light and the life of the world.” (D&C 12:9, D&C 34:2. D&C 39:2, D&C 45:7, Mosiah 16:9, 3 Nephi 9:18, 3 Nephi 11:11, Ether 4:12)  D&C 88:11-13 also tells us regarding the light of Christ: And the light which shineth, which giveth you light, is through him who enlighteneth your eyes, which is the same light that quickeneth your understandings; Which light proceedeth forth from the presence of God to fill the immensity of space – The light which is in all things, which giveth life to all things, which is the law by which all things are governed, even the power of god who sitteth upon hi throne, who is in the bosom of eternity, who is in the midst of all things. 

So all life is supported by Jesus Christ. All the light that we have in our life comes from Jesus Christ. His light in our life manifests as love, peace,joy, knowledge, understanding, hope, etc.  When a person is “enlightened” it usually means they have better understanding about something, there is greater clarity in heart and mind. When we separate ourselves from his light there tends to be more stress, fear, worry, doubt, anxiety, despair, depression, etc.   There is greater turmoil and confusion in heart and mind.

The other day I was pondering on my morning jog, and I felt impressed that I needed to repent for looking to telestial sources for light and life.  I have turned to prideful things for light and life.  There have been times when I felt that me plus a nicer home would equal a better me. Or me plus a nicer car would equal a better me.  In my self doubt I looked to the praise of men to give me life and light.  I looked to my reputation as a source of light and life, and sought for impressive positions and titles. I have turned to money as a source of light and life. I have turned my business and praise from clients as a source of light and life. I have looked at approval from my wife as a source of light and life.  I looked to my regular church and attendance and scripture study as a source of light and life. I thought these things I was doing was adding to my life. Of course I should read my scriptures and attend church regularly, but not to validate me.  I should do those things with an eye single to the glory of God rather than selfish pride.  Jesus Christ is the sole provider of true light and life; any other source of light and life will ultimately take away light and life. Any other source will add to stress, fear, anxiety.  Other sources may provide temporary success, but none can be lasting.

I choose to accept Jesus Christ as my sole provider of life and light! As Moses said to Satan, “This one God only will I worship!”  I trust in his ability to provide light and life in every area of my life, nothing is too hard for the Lord!

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Stop Fighting Your Problems

It is human nature that when we have a problem we do all we can to solve the problem. Often this leads to feeling that we have to “fight” and “beat” the problem. It is something we have to exterminate from our lives. But sometimes in our effort to eliminate a problem, we put so much focus on it that we actually give energy to the problem, which allows it to persist despite all of our efforts.

In the Sermon on the Mount, given both to the Jews and the Nephites, the Savior taught:

Agree with thine adversary quickly…  Ye shall not resist evil, but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also; And if any man will sue thee at the law and take away thy coat, let him have thy cloak also;  And whosoever shall compel thee to go a mile, go with him twain. Give to him that asketh thee, and from him that would borrow of thee turn thou not away. And behold it is written also that thou shalt love thy neighbor and hate thine enemy; But behold I say unto you, love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them who despitefully use you and persecute you. –  3 Nephi 12:25, 39-44

As I read this I sense that the Savior wants us to be at peace, to not fear when faced with difficult people or circumstances.  There is nothing to fear! We need to trust that we will be OK even though unfair or painful things are happening. All adversity is meant to bring us closer to Christ.

And yet, as I read those verses, there is also a part of me that resists, that says, “Well I can’t just ignore the problem!” or “I can’t just let that person (or group) walk all over me! What is happening here isn’t right and this needs to stop now!” Sometimes it seems that the Saviors advice isn’t very practical in the real world. We want to fight and squash out the problem. Certainly in applying the Savior’s teachings it is important that each of us pray for inspiration on how on how we should act in our specific situations.

In the Book or Mormon there are a couple of accounts that show us what the result is of literally following the Saviors advice.  The first one that comes to mind is the Lamanite converts of Ammon and his brothers.  The other Lamanites were not happy about it and decided to kill those converts. This group of converts were so committed to the gospel, that they decided they would not put up a fight or do anything to defend themselves.  They were going to literally follow the advice of the Savior, even though their lives were at risk. And what was the result? 1,005 of the converts were killed. So does that mean God failed to protect them, or the principle doesn’t apply in really bad situations? No, the rest of the story is that when the aggressive Lamanites saw that their brothers would not even fight,

…they did forebear from slaying them; and there were many whose hearts had swollen in them for those of their brethren who had fallen under the sword, for they repented of the things which they had done. And it came to pass that they threw down their weapons of war, and they would not take them again, for they were stung for the murders which they had committed; and they came down even as their brethren, relying upon the mercies of those whose arms were lifted to slay them. And it came to pass that the people of God were joined that day by more than the number who had been slain; and those who had been slain were righteous people, therefore we have no reason to doubt but what they were saved. And there was not a wicked man slain among them; but there were more than a thousand brought to the knowledge of the truth; thus we see that the Lord worketh in many ways to the salvation of his people.  Alma 24:24-27

So, while some bad things still happened, from God’s perspective a greater good was done. It is desire to exalt all of his children, and because 1,005 willing gave up their lives, more than that number were saved.  From God’s perspective those 1,005 didn’t loose their lives, they secured their eternal lives, and helped others do the same.

Another account in the Book of Mormon that illustrates the Savior’s teachings is Alma Sr. when he was in bondage to the Lamanites (Mosiah 23, 24).  This is a fascinating account, especially when comparing it to their peers who were also subject to the Lamanites. I wrote of this in another post, A Tale of Two Cities: Deliverance From Bondage. In this post I want to emphasize that Alma’s group followed the teachings of the Savior on the Sermon on the Mount. When the Lamanites first showed up, Alma told his people to not fear, and trust that God would deliver them.  When the invading army arrived, Alma and his people said a prayer and went out a “delivered themselves up into their hands; and the Lamanites took possession of the land of Helam.” (Mosiah 23:29). To the natural man this is kind of crazy, how come they didn’t even try to stop the Lamanites? Then they are forced to be slaves to the Lamanites, and their lives are at risk if they are caught praying.  Things got really bad, but what do you expect when Alma’s group didn’t resist the Lamanites in anyway?  The bad guys were allowed to do whatever they wanted and they didn’t show much restraint.  Looks like a recipe for disaster, looks like Alma should have done something besides just giving up without a fight.

At this point it looks like Alma failed as a leader and his teachings backfired big time. But then an unforeseen miracle occurred. One morning the Lamanites all overslept, and Alma and his group were able to walk away without a fight. What a amazing miracle! What a simple solution to an impossible situation. Nothing is too hard for the Lord! I testify that as we trust him, and let go of “fighting” our problems, he has solutions we can’t imagine. Even though our problems may persist for a time, and may even get worse, the Lord can deliver us bondage! Whether it be political bondage, financial bondage, health problem bondage, relationship bondage, or anything else. As we trust Jesus Christ, letting go of any  fear tied up in our problems, God can and will deliver us in a way that is for the highest good.  I think it is important to let go of fear, I believe in both of these accounts in the Book of Mormon, both of these groups let go of fear. “Therefore they hushed their fears…” (Mosiah 23:28). When we fear we doubt the Lord, we doubt that we are OK and are going to be OK. We think we have to be free of the problem to be OK.  When we can trust that problem is perfect for our learning growth and progression, we don’t have to fight to eradicate it from our lives. We can be grateful for it because of the opportunity it provides for us to become more Christlike in some way. To the Latter-Day Saints the Savior said, “Ye endeavored to believe that ye should receive the blessing which was offered unto you; but behold, verily I say unto you there were fears in your hearts, and verily this is the reason that ye did not receive.” (D&C 67:3).  So as we follow the teachings of the Savior in the Sermon on the Mount, we need to do so with faith, not fear. Then we are at peace and know that no matter what happens next, even if the next thing to happen seems like the worst news possible, it will be OK and work out for a greater good.  Then we can rejoice and be exceedingly glad, no matter what our circumstances are!

I am reminded of the these verses from the Hymn “How Firm a Foundation” -LDS Hymn 85

Fear not, I am with thee, O be not dismayed. For I am thy God and will still give thee aid. I’ll strengthen thee, help thee, and cause thee to stand, upheld by righteous omnipotent hand.

When through the deep waters I call thee to go, the rivers of sorrow shall not thee o’erflow, for I will be with thee, thy troubles to bless. And sanctify to thee thy deepest distress. 

When through fiery trials thy pathway shall lie, My grace, all sufficient, shall be thy supply. The flame shall not hurt thee; I only design thy dross to consume, and thy gold to refine.

The soul that on Jesus hath leaned for repose I will not, I cannot, desert to his foes; That soul, though all hell should endeavor to shake, I’ll never, no never, no never forsake!

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Visions of Glory Quotes

Visions of Glory is a book describing a series of near death experiences that a person known as Spencer experienced.  Spencer does not claim that his visions were exactly prophetic, but suggests that we read prayerfully to discern what applies to us. Below are a series of quotes from Visions of Glory that resonate with me, I believe there is truth and principles to apply in these quotes. I believe as we live these principles it will bring us closer to Jesus Christ and the establishment of Zion.   Feel free to comment and share your thoughts.

“She said I had been prepared from before the foundation of the earth for this mission, and that I should never again doubt that any earthly event, accident, illness, or even death could stop it from occurring.” pg 74

In order to receive the key, and the assignment it represented, one had to be prepared by sacrificing their will, their earthly possessions, their health if called upon, or even their lives if need be, to follow the path God ordained to prepare that person with charity, faith, doctrinal purity, sound understanding, and most of all, perfect obedience to God’s will. This is the course Christ had submitted Himself to, though His suffering was far greater and for all mankind. This lesser suffering we go through is to prepare an individual for their specific mission. Pg 84

The image I saw revealed that even though we only perceive one plane of existence, there are an infinite number of planes, stacked, or layered, in the same space. These planes are not truly “universes” because they are less about infinite stars and suns and worlds as they are about God’s organization and exaltation of all of His creations and His assigning unchanging glory and laws to each plane.    pg 88-89

It was shown to me that God does not dwell in a reality limited by time or distance. He exists outside of time and can move forward or backward through the construct of time. He created what we call “time” for our perception and progression, but He is not Himself subject to it. Anywhere in His creations, and any “when” in His creations, he is there. He can and does act in the past, present, and future, but to him it is all “now” and “here,” before his eyes. He can as easily speed up time for His purposes or stop it from progressing, all without our being aware of it. Since He can also see the end eternal outcome of all things and all people, He can influence or change anything, anywhere, and anytime He desires to bless the eternal outcome of our lives.      All of the things that we accept as mortal laws, like gravity, physics, light, heat, or speed, are all creations of God. We are bound by them unto life or death, but He is not. They are “laws” that belong to the Telestial order. They function by His command and as He decrees, but He is not an inmate of the Telestial order, and therefore He is not subject to these “laws.”  pg 100-101

This was all for our learning, to teach us to rely totally and only upon Christ. It was a hard lesson to learn because we had to keep relearning it on higher and higher levels.  Pg 154

We had the mind-set that the Lord expected us to provide for our needs, and that He would lead us to obtain them. We developed complete faith in this process. We learned much later, however, that this is a lesser law, and that we were really being brought to a greater faith that would allow us to rely upon Him for everything. We learned this in greater degrees as we continued our journey to Zion. We were taught it in as many ways as it took until it was a perfect and powerful truth – until we simply had nothing but Him, and it was enough. – pg 158

Here in our little part of Zion, our hearts were changing, our bodies were changing, and our spiritual IQ was changing. We still had a fullness of the priesthood, as we first discovered just before the first great conference, and we were learning every day what that meant.  It took us years to understand that we had to evolve into Zion, not just march to it.  It was a process that involved stripping away everything belonging to the world and replacing it with total faith in God.  We had to learn that we did not need anything from the telestial world.  All we needed was complete faith in Christ. It was a hard transition to make, but it was one of the reasons our journey to Zion took so many years – not to cover the distance, but to evolve spiritually so that we would be worthy to be in Zion when we actually arrived there.  Pg 168

I had to get very low and near death to realize that I was asking for the wrong blessing.  I was trying to have the Lord make me arrive on my own terms  which was with my medicine. I humbled myself and told the Lord I would go anywhere He wanted, to Zion or to Heaven, and I would go on His terms.  I just had to learn that the Lord was my salvation, and not a bottle of medicine.  Pg 169

We had the priesthood power, but not the spiritual maturity and understanding to use it flawlessly.  Like this fine brother, we had to learn how to be of perfect faith, and how to release our grip on “things” as our salvation.    There were other lessons we had to learn before we arrived in Zion. If we had fully understood what we had, we could have just “traveled” to Zion in a heartbeat by the power of God. That knowledge was not revealed to us because we had to walk there and in the process to be stripped of everything we had except a few rags of clothing before we learned to rely totally upon God, and to use His priesthood to provide things we had always previously relied upon society and hard work to provide. The law of “by the sweat of thy brow” had been amended, but it would take us years to grow into that sweet knowledge.  Pg 170

We just kept thinking, “Behold the majesty of the Lord!” and we went forward without fear.  – pg 176

As soon as we ceased to fear, we awoke one morning to a new phenomenon. There was a pillar of light in the front of our camp and one at our rear.  – pg 180

We knew too much of God’s power to be afraid anymore, and we had consecrated our lives to Christ, which meant we did not fear what the world could do or how our lives might end. I tell you, we had no fear. – pg  181

Yet every time a challenge and loss stripped us of something we needed, our faith grew stronger still, rendering that thing unnecessary.  Pg 181-182

We arrived at Zion on foot and in rags. All of our vehicles were abandoned and our supplies were gone. Even our pockets were empty. We had been stripped of everything we relied upon, everything that had produced our earlier confidence, even food and clothing. It was this process of sacrificing everything earthly that had sequentially taught us to totally trust in God, to have utter confidence in Him, rather than in our “things.” We arrived with a pillar of fire before us and a pillar of fire behind us, and we lacked for nothing. We had been beaten down, and in that same process we had been elevated to the stature of Zion.  pg 185

Even for us, the first citizens of Zion, this was our journey – the systematic stripping away of everything we possessed, and everything we thought we needed to survive. It was this process that had purified us and taught us how magnificent life is with total confidence in our loving God. It was the only way to learn this exalting form of purity.  Pg 215

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I Cannot Save Myself

I last wrote about the unexpected success of Alma and his people.  It is interesting at how different Alma’s experience was compared to the people who had not received his teachings, the people of wicked King Noah (Mosiah 19-22). They too were brought into bondage by the Lamanites, King Noah was killed, his priest’s fled.  The Lamanites taxed them at a rate of 50%. Life was hard, so eventually they attempted to fight off the Lamanites.  To the natural man it makes sense to fight off the bad guys, to fight for freedom. Yet, they were defeated by the Lamanites several times, suffering great loss. Finally they got to a state where they were the humbled to the dust. The account says:

And they did humble themselves even to the dust, subjecting themselves to the yoke of bondage, submitting themselves to be smitten, and to be driven to and fro, and burdened, according to the desires of their enemies. (Mosiah 21:13)

Wow, what a place to be in. This is right where the Adversary wants us; in bondage to him. Satan and his forces want us stuck in this scenario, with no hope of deliverance.  He wants us to feel discouraged, depressed.  Since we have failed to fix things, he wants us to believe that things can’t be fixed. Whether it is a personal weakness, a challenge in our health, relationships, or finances, he wants us to give up in despair.

But that does not have to be the end of the story, it is not supposed to be the end of the story, there is still hope.  The account continues:

And they did humble themselves even in the depths of humility; and they did cry mightily to God; yea, even all the day long did they cry unto their God that he would deliver them out of their afflictions. (Mosiah 21:14)

The Lord allows these scenarios where we cannot fix things so that we will turn to him. There is nothing too hard for the Lord! As we turn to him there is hope! He can deliver us from bondage! We need the mercy of the Atonement of Jesus Christ in every area of our lives. We need him to deliver us from the bondage of our sins, we cannot overcome the tendencies of the natural man on our own.  We cannot change our hearts, but he can! We cannot change our carnal mindset, but he can help us change! We cannot heal our relationships, but he can! We cannot heal our chronic health problems, but he can! As I have mentioned in my last few posts, one of the elements of accessing miracles is to swallow our pride and acknowledge, “I cannot do it, but God can.” There is where these people of King Noah (now lead by his son Limhi) found themselves.  They had tried to do it on their own, with their own strength, and it wasn’t enough. I believe that the Lord blesses each of us with challenges on the road of life that we cannot change, so that we will turn to him, learn of him, and trust him. I have had a few of those, and I have tried desperately to change them with my own willpower and strength. I have wanted to win the battle and stand on the victory stand and tell everyone how I did it. I have had to struggle with my pride, and feelings of failure and self doubt. I now realize all of this has been divinely orchestrated to bring me closer to Christ, to acknowledge that he is my Savior in ever way.  Jesus Christ wants to deliver us, but it must be on his terms, not ours.

He did deliver the people of king Limhi. As they humbled themselves, the Lord blessed them, and eventually help came from the land of Zarahemla, and they found a way to escape to the land of Zarahemla.   The Lord wants to deliver us, to redeem us, but the victory is his, because of his goodness, not ours.

I have wondered at the statement by Moses, after seeing a great vision of God’s creations, he was left to himself and he fell to earth and had no strength for many hours.  He then said,

I now know that man his nothing, which thing I never had supposed. (Moses 1:10)

I think I’m getting closer to understanding this scripture. Compared to God we are mere infants, and we can do nothing.  Christ even said in John 15:

Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine, no more can ye, except ye abide in me. I am the vine, ye are the branches; He that abideth in me and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit; for without me ye can do nothing. (John 15:4-5)

That is very direct, Jesus Christ told it like it is. We can do nothing without him.  Of our success, our blessings, our freedom, all we can say is, “Jesus Christ has been merciful to me.” I think of the brothers of Joseph in Egypt; as they came for grain, he forgave them for their betrayal, gave them food and the land of Goshen to live in. Could they take the credit for their homes in the land of Goshen? Were they entitled to the land of Goshen? Had they earned the land of Goshen? No, this was a gift to them. They were given the land of Goshen because Joseph was a merciful person, because he was kind and generous. They were able to live in freedom and prosperity in  Goshen because Joseph was good, not them.  We are in the same situation, everything good in our lives has come because God is good, not us.  Everything of true worth that we have done, we have done with God’s help. Our lives and every breath we take is a gift from him. And as King Benjamin told his people, we are at best unprofitable servants to him. He doesn’t need us to help him with his work, but he invites us to join him, to walk with him, to help him with his work so we can become like him.  And because we have a loving Father in Heaven, there is hope for me and you. God wants to bless us, he wants our lives to be good. He wants us to have the kind of a life that he has, Eternal life! This life is not meant to be a pleasure cruise, it is a boot camp for exaltation!  And the sooner we learn to walk with him, and let go of our natural man selfishness, the happier our lives will be.   As we let go and let God work through us, giving ALL the glory to him, he changes us to become like him, and all things become possible!

If you have any thoughts or comments, please feel free to share.


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The Unexpected Success of Alma over Amulon

In the scriptures are many stories where God delivered his people without the people even having to fight. I wrote an post, God Will Fight Your Battles, that refers to many of these accounts.  I have been thinking about the principles in my last post, Unexpected Success, and how these principles are seen in these accounts.  One of these is the account of Alma and Amulon in Mosiah 23-24 in the Book of Mormon.

Alma had left the wicked society of King Noah. He and the people that went with him established a peaceful community. However, his peaceful city was discovered by Amulon, one of King Noah’s wicked priests who was now in league with the Lamanites.  As they approached Alma’s city, the people were afraid. The natural man response might have been to fight, resist, or do something to stop the bad guys.  However, Alma told his people to not fear, and that God would deliver them.  They all prayed that God would deliver them, and then Alma went and delivered he and his people into the hands of Amulon.  He didn’t even try to stop or resist this invasion. Sounds kind of wimpy to me… at least from the natural man perspective.

Life at this point was not easy for them, their lives were threatened, they were forced to labor as slaves. The account says that “so great were their afflictions that they began to cry mightily to God.” Then they were told anyone caught praying would be executed.  I think it would have been easy to have a lot of fear, to feel hopeless.  Perhaps some wanted to fight t he occupying army.  But “the voice of the Lord came to them in their afflictions saying: Lift up your head and be of good comfort, for I know of the covenant which ye have made unto me; and I will covenant with my people and deliver them  out of bondage.” (Mosiah 24:13).  Then it describes how the Lord did comfort and strengthen them, and “they did submit cheerfully and with patience to all the will of the Lord.” (Mosiah 24:15).  Then a miracle occurred, the Lord told them that he would deliver them the following day and that they should prepare to leave that night. As they arose the next morning their task-masters were in a profound sleep, and Alma and his people were free to simply walk away.

Notice how Alma and his people line up with the principles I outlined in Unexpected Success.

  1. I wasn’t worried about failure, I felt no stress or pressure.
  2. I was looking forward to it, even though I wasn’t good enough.
  3. I knew I would be OK even though I would likely fail.
  4. I knew that I was not good enough to succeed! And I was still at peace with myself.
  5. God can do it, whatever “it” is. There is nothing too hard for the Lord.

As I have studied the account and these 5 factors, I think the people met all of these… except I’m not sure about #2.

The account tells us that they “hushed” their fears. They submitted to the Lamanites and to the will of God, knowing they could not deliver themselves. They submitted cheerfully and with patience to the will of the Lord.  I don’t think it would have been possible to be cheerful and patient in this situation if they did not have great faith and hope that God would deliver them, that it was OK to be where they were and that it was all working towards a greater good. Being cheerful indicates they were connected to the Spirit of the Lord, and they knew that the will of the Lord would be done.  I think hushing their fears and yielding their natural man strength to the Lord, allowed a much greater power to work for them.

They did not have to “fight” to change things. They did not try to force anything, and they trusted in God’s purposes and timetable.  I would say that they were at peace while in bondage. Thus the Lord was able to perform the unexpected miracle of causing the task-masters to sleep in. A very simple solution from God’s vantage point. God was able to deliver them even though they did nothing to deliver themselves, except yield to God.  They did not “earn” deliverance by trying every possible strategy to escape. Sometimes we think God will only help once we have exhausted all of our resources and tried everything. As if he will only help after we have failed in every possible way. But these people didn’t even make one attempt to escape. There is great power in letting go of all fear, yielding everything to God, acknowledging that we can’t do it, being at peace (cheerful) in the present, and being patient because the Lord’s timing is for the greatest good, All of this allowed the Lord to provide the miracle they could have never orchestrated on their own.

What miracles will appear in our lives as we follow this pattern? In Brent Satterfield’s book, “Faith to Produce Miracles” these principles are explained in greater depth, I highly recommend it.

If you have any insights or thoughts to share, please do!


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Unexpected Success

I have had two different experiences in my life where I had huge, unexpected success. These events seem to break all the rules that are taught by success experts and gurus, and I have pondered for years how they came about and how to reproduce them.  A few years ago I started to write a book called, “Unexpected Success,” I thought I had it figured out. But as I was at the point where I thought I was nearly finished with the book, the results in my life told me that I did not have it all figured out. What was the missing piece? I still wasn’t sure.  Recently I have been reading a new book by Brent Satterfield, “Faith To Produce Miracles”, and he helped me find a missing key.

First let me give you a brief overview of the two events in my life. One was when I got on the Ballroom Dance Team at BYU in January, 1984. I really wanted to be on the dance team, but I was not a student at BYU. I had applied to admitted on the winter block, which meant that I would start school in February. In the fall of 1983, I snuck into a beginning ballroom dance class, but that was not nearly enough preparation to be on the team. In January I went to the Ballroom Dance Team tryouts just to see what they were like, I wanted to go through the experience once so I would be better prepared if I were too try out another time. I knew I couldn’t get on the team, I wasn’t good enough and I had not started school yet. But I went through the tryout process and just had fun.  In the end I got on the team, even though I wasn’t good enough and wasn’t in school yet.  That is crazy! How did that happen?

The other unexpected success was a bowling game. Around Thanksgiving, I think it was 2005, I took my family bowling. I am not very good at bowling, my score is usually over 100, if I get 120 that is a really good game for me.  I will usually get 1 or 2 strikes in a game, 3 strikes would be really good for me. The bowling ally was having a turkey give away; if a person bowled 3 strikes in a row, they would win a turkey.  Even though I had never bowled 3 strikes in a row, I thought it would be fun to win a turkey.  It turned out that I bowled 8 strikes in a row! That is crazy! How did that happen? I have bowled a number of times since then, and has always been like before, 1 or 2 strikes in a game.

As I have analyzed these events, here are some things they both have in common.

  1. I wasn’t worried about failure, I felt no stress or pressure.
  2. I was looking forward to it, even though I wasn’t good enough.
  3. I knew I would be OK even though I would likely fail.

Now here is the missing piece I stumbled onto in Brent Satterfield’s book. I brushed across this idea, but had never quite hit the nail on the head.  It was this:

4. I knew that I was not good enough to succeed! And I was still at peace with myself.

Most success gurus will tell you that you have to believe that you can do it. Yet, if anyone had asked me before the dance tryouts if I thought I would make the team, I would have answered, “There is not a chance I will get on the team tonight. It is impossible” The same would have gone for the bowling game; if someone had asked me, “Do you think can win a turkey with 3 strikes in a row?”  I would have said, “Small chance, but maybe if I am lucky.” If they had asked, “Do you think you can bowl 8 strikes in a row?” I would have said, “There is no way I could do that.” So I knew I wasn’t good enough, and yet at the same time I was at peace with myself. There were no feelings of frustration, or inadequacy. I was OK with who I was even though I knew I wasn’t good enough.

But there is another nugget I got from Satterfield’s book that I didn’t recognize.

5. God can do it, whatever “it” is. There is nothing too hard for the Lord.

When Moses parted the Red Sea, he had to know that he could not do it, but God could. When Elijah called fire down from heaven to burn his sacrifice, he had to know he couldn’t, but God could. When the brother of Jared presented his 16 stones to the Lord, he had to know he could not make them luminescent, but God could. None of these prophets could have even begun to accomplish what transpired without God’s help. They did take action, and they exercised faith, but the victory goes to God. When we truly have an eye single to the glory of God and surrender our ego, our desire to make things happen, our desire to be successful and the praise of man, and recognize that even with our best efforts we are still unprofitable servants (Mosiah 2), then God can open the windows of heaven to create a miracle far beyond our capacity.

Christ taught these principles in John 15, when he referred to himself as the vine, and us as the branches. A branch cut from the vine produces nothing. He even said, “Without me ye can do nothing.” We need to be connected to the Savior Jesus Christ, his strength, his wisdom, his power, and then all things become possible.

This is in stark contrast to Korihor’s philosphy of man succeeding because of his strength, intelligence, and management ability (Alma 30). In a nutshell Korihor outlined how the world teaches us to be successful; work hard, be smarter than your competition, overpower obstacles, believe you can do it, persevere and you will win.  We do need to work and persevere, but what is we should be working at?  Christ taught us to, “Take no thought what ye shall eat or what ye shall drink. Consider the lillies of the field; they toil not…. seek ye first the kingdom of God and all these things shall be added unto you.” So we should be working, but most people are working really hard to secure for themselves what God said he would provide if we would seek to build his kingdom.  If we consider how lillies grow, they are at ease. They don’t stress. They flow with the process of growing. They don’t worry or fear. We need to trust that as God has provided for the lillies, and the birds, and all of his creations, he will provide for us in ways we don’t even know about.

There is much more that could be said about all of this. But that is enough for now. Feel free to share your thoughts, I will probably return to this subject later.

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